Sunday, December 7, 2014

Heart Wants What It Wants

 

Dear Zach,

I had tried. My hardest to keep my feelings away. Hiding in depth of my heart, where no one could be discovered. I was trying. Kept on trying to hide. It just couldn’t ebb away.

I had made my confession to him. Over the typical type of method – text message.

Rejection is common. I knew it was coming. I knew it because we both are still incapable of committing into something serious.

But, at least, I had tried to make a move - telling him how I feel about him. I am willing to try.

The is the first time I’ve ever tried my bravest to fight for what I think it’s worth fighting for.

Exhilarating yet daunting.

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Minor Update at 9.27pm:

Just when i thought thing is going fine, it turns out everything is just a lie.

6 comments

  1. I would say it's a good move, at least you tried and feel no regret. Sometimes listen to your heart will get hurt, but it's still better than we don't even try n fall into "what if" dilemma.

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    1. i tried. no regret. :)

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  2. Yeah, u tried and that's all that matters. No regret =)

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    1. i felt more relief. :)

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  3. Went thru that once regret doing it then but looking back now. He is not worth it.

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    1. if we knew then what we know now, everything would not have happened. :)

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