Sunday, October 30, 2016

We'll See

Dear Zach,

We got along well since we met one month ago. We met up every Tuesday each week just to bond our relationship better. By bonding, we had sex. Both of us were dead tired when we met up at his place after work. Needless to say, sex was mind-blowing, but post-sex endorphin kicked in we both were exhausted already, too lethargic to talk. We texted each other each day, just to feel our virtual presence were there for each other; not enough to getting to know more about each other. He works 9-to-5 hours; I work in the odd hours and over the weekend. Which makes the meet-up to be fallen on every Tuesday night whereby it's the only day I could leave work early. I had once told him that my working schedule would not be able to accommodate him over the weekend, and I'm perfectly fine if he wants to call it quit. He said "okay." It doesn't mean anything. We never had a date since we met. We never had a quality time to sit down and get to know each other. I like him and he really likes me. But it's inadequate to get thing sustained longer. I wouldn't be surprised if thing between us fades away. 

Sunday, October 16, 2016

CPT

Dear Zach, 

Today marked my second milestones of my life after my first milestone of obtaining my Bachelor degree: I am now a certified fitness personal trainer. I studied hard for the past two months during work knowing the fact that I would be admonished for doing it. I studied day and night. I was highly confident when I was facing in front the laptop, clicking away the answers in the screen, within 40 minutes, I completed and passed the exam. Everyone in the room congratulated me for scoring it. I spread my news on social media. And within hour I got many appraisal. 

I should be happy. But I feel empty now. Why? 

  

Wednesday, October 12, 2016

What's My Status?

Dear Zach,

There's plenty of things I wanna pour out right now. But I don't think this is the time to say it out loud. I'm fine with my job. But there's something more than that going on right now. 

I've ordered a packet of HIV test kits online on Monday and I received it today. I can't wait to test myself to know my status after my last raw sex. I know it's not even 3 months yet, but I just wanted to know. And Thank God. 



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Maira Gall