Dear Zach,
For the past two weeks, I have been searching over the internet and apps on the phone to satisfy my need. I did go to sauna and a few infamous gay-cruised swimming pools in town to check out if I was able to hook up some hot guy.
After a several encounters, most are neither interested in penetration sex nor doing any heavy stuff.
I was like “You must be joking?”. My man-gina was screaming for need and I couldn’t find a better guy, even if I did, to give what I need.
I was really sexually frustrated. I do not know why I am always horny when I get bored.
God is telling me something. Maybe HE is trying to tell me that I might have something that I shouldn’t be having in my blood to be transmitted to other people or I should aware of these people.
Last night was my last attempt. Unsurprisingly, I got rejected.
If God is forbidding me from having sex, then I shall do it no more from now on. I am going to be celibate starting from now on.
xx
Be strong!!you still have ten finger,can solve the problem when you feel horny.
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true that.
DeleteIt's normal to have higher sex drive in early manhood. =]
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