Miss Moving On

Dear Zach,

It's been a mentally exhausting month. Dating is exhausting. We ended thing yesterday over whatsapp text as he didn't offer to meet up to talk nor make a call to make thing up. He just sent me a few meaningless text which didn't even make thing better between us. I've had enough of his indifference and I lashed out on him over text since he doesn't have the gut to face me in real. Throughout the argument in text, he didn't even bother to make a call. I can't believe it! This showed that how insensitive and indifference he is toward our relationship. I told him that I was very disappointed in his action of behavior, and he's no different from other men I met. We met barely a month and I felt that I was just a company of his. He had 8 relationships in the past and I can't blame him for being so careless to us. I felt that he has grown tired of getting to know someone, especially me. I told him that right into his face. 

"I don't know what you want now. If you are not ready for a relationship as I do, then don't waste my time."

"I never wanted to have a relationship in such short period of time."

"Neither do I!" 

"Let's do friendship then."

"Friendship? We should have been that way from the start before you smooched me on the third day we met!" 

"It's never too late to have this friendship."

"I'm not sure if we can be that way anymore. I am very disappointed in you, Chris."

That's it. To be frank, I wasn't feeling myself when I was with him. It was all pretense. I'm glad it's over and I can find somebody else better.