Not Happy

Dear Zach,

I am not happy with my job. In fact, I never felt happy at all. I didn't look forward to work. That's the bad sign. I had no idea what I was doing in work. That's the worst. I have been working for 4 months. I dare to say that I didn't like it then; I very much didn't like it now. I got through probation of 3 months instead of 6. It didn't take long for me to get confirmed because I was very capable of working. But I'm not liking it. I didn't really get along with my co-workers. Partly because I refuse to open my mouth to talk, in which case, it's my intention all along since day one. But mainly because I didn't get along with one of the co-workers who tried to be a bitch to me. She dislikes me a bit because I was a bitch to her too for valid reason. I could feel the tension between us, but I don't really care. My sole purpose is to work for living; Not buddy-buddy with them. That's what I'm telling myself whole time. I wish to transfer to other department. But I feel bad of doing it for the sake of kindness. I just got confirmed not long ago. It would make me a traitor for doing such transition. I guess I will have to be tolerant at such moment for that matter.