No Choice Is The Best Choice

 

Dear Zach,

Saying how fast the time flew by is the most underrated statement of the year. Last Monday, I went to work, involving myself into the immensely enthusiastic environment which I was urged to participate in as I had no intention and was in reluctance to do so, and deciding whether to quit the job for my future sake; Now, here I am, jobless. I couldn’t imagine how drastic thing has turned out. In spite of the argument and silent treatment I had endured from my parents, eventually they caved in and, anyhow, support in whatever I like to do. 

Since they support me, I did not think too much then. Especially thinking whether or not should I give up this PT job and look for another one. There’s a split second I intended to do so. But despite being told there’s not much of a prospect so many times, I was like “Fuck you. My life, my choice.”. I don’t really care about what people would think of me. Be it a degree holder with science background whereby I would have a better career prospect in this field than the new one, I just don’t care. Life is too short to stuck in what it has been planned ahead. It’s time to take a risk and be different – make a difference in my life. I have known the road of being a fitness instructor would be totally winding. It’s not straight to the winning road. There would be up and down, left and right, and mistakes after mistakes for us to explore – especially I have zero knowledge in fitness field.

Well, it’s all about the choice, whether we want it or not. No choice is the best choice, quoted from my very dear senior in my previous company. When there is only one choice left in your life and no any better way, you would have to take it for whatever it takes. There’s where you can be very focus in one direction. Don’t think too much. It gives you doubt and insecurity. Be confident in what you do as long as you are doing the right thing.

Indeed, when I stop thinking too much, I’ve become more confident in my choice made. I admit that along the way I have lost my self-belief – something I always used to say. Let there be obstacles that obscure my way. If I work my way toward the top, I believe someday I will be the bird soaring in the sky.