Bye. Follow My Twitter For Update

Dear Zach,

I hope everyone is doing well. It has been 3 months since I last posted. I am doing less than fine. This is my last post of my blog before I bid farewell to blogging world. A lot had happened over the new year. I bought a new car - a brand new loan commitment for myself. I am still working as a massage boy. I think I love working as massage boy and am pretty good at it.

Here's a pic of me sucking my massage client last night before he cummed a huge load on my face. I took a video of it and it is tumblr-worthy. Since tumblr can't post nude and porn anymore, I have created a twitter account for my own pleasure.

Do follow https://twitter.com/hoe2be at Twitter for my sexcapes update.

Thank you everyone for your support in reading my blogs over the years. As year went by, technology is advancing and it is matter of time blogging gonna be eliminated soon.

This blogpage won't be closed down. It will remain as it is. If u wanna contact me for massage, please email me for more details.

Thank you.

Update of My Life Now: Freelancer

Dear Zach,

Entering 6 months of working as freelancer, I've never been more freer than I was previously with a full time job working over 10 hours to hit end-meet. I was struggling in the beginning. My income was 50% less than what I earned in my previous job, but I believe it was a stepping stone and each stone is hard to be stepped on. I tried not to be pessimist about the basic income I earned throughout the first 3 months.

I earned a license to teach group exercise class, since then things got better, with the extra income from providing massage service, I was able to cope with the expenses monthly. I would have to say I really do enjoy giving massage for men. And the income is lucrative and easy money. When I put down my shame, money starts coming in.

Now, my income is basically up on par to my previous job, except that I am on my own terms and flexible with my time, I got to spend some time in my hobby and interest which I try to make it as a business.

I have committed myself a 3 years bank loan to purchase a new car. And that is a whole new level of burden I am starting to experience. I roughly have to pay RM600 a month of 3 years of RM20K loan. This is life.

My sex life is still ongoing great, just so you know.

The American Dick

Dear Zach,

The massage business was going relatively well this month. I was earning more than enough to cover up my expenses with some part time jobs besides massage service I was doing.

There was one American guy messaged me through gay forum for massage service. He happens to be staying in a distance of 20 minutes away. He did not provide a picture of him nor I ever ask for it.

I met him at his place. He looks good at his age of 40s. Though, lack of exercise and poor diet had him having some belly fat hugging around his waist. Overall, he is relatively handsome.

We stripped off naked. His 8 inches dick was rock hard before I even massaged him. We clicked off as we conversed during the massage session. His dick was throbbing under my oily palms as I massaged his dick. Before we knew it, I sucked his dick and he even asked if he could fuck me. I sat on his 8 inches dick and he was pretty impressed my bottoming skill. This was the first American dick I have ever rode in years.

Jealousy

Dear Zach,

I shouldn't have taken my tops for granted; Thinking all the while they would just have flings and won't get attached to someone; Knowing the fact that they would come to me whenever we both find ourselves horny.

For the past few months, my list of tops have been replacing with new guys. Though I still keep in touch with a few who fucked me well. Those regular tops I used to met frequently back in last year were totally cut off and I couldn't bother to contact them anymore. I found out that one of them were taken. That got me immensely jealous I blocked him on any means of social media and contact.

Few days back, I got to know, over Instagram stories, that one of my favorite malay tops is getting engaged. I replied to his story whether it is true. He confirmed my nightmare. My reply to him was rather blunt and short. Yesterday, another malay top I always fucked with, told me he has a boyfriend and his boyfriend told him to remove any fuck buddy he has ever encountered with. He apologized profusely over facebook, but I blocked and removed him without saying anything to him.

I'm so upset. I don't know why. I am not happy for them.

Lost Track

Dear Zach,

I've lost track of my sex record.

According to my record, I had more sex enough than I could remember.

My last sex was 2 days ago in an academy faculty toilet with a 20 year-old kid.

Ever since I work as a freelancer, my timing is greatly flexible and I am much more happier than ever. Financial wise is still a bit tight though still manageable. I don't have to tie down with a workplace for 8 hours working shift and that's the biggest relief of mine.

I had more sex than ever. If I ever live alone, I guess I would have organized an orgy everyday.

I won't update my sex record anymore. Just so you know, I am still having sex. I am still holding on to my life pretty well.

That's that.

Privacy Intrusion

Dear Zach,

I invited this Sarawakian guy over to my place after my parents were out for medical checkup. I was going through Grindr and my fuck buddy list, contemplating which one should be able to come over at the bright day of 11 am. After several messages exchanged, most of them were at work.

So happened this guy with an avatar pic in Grindr hit me up about swimming classes and stuff. Checked our previous conversation, I ignored his several attempts of pleasantries. We exchanged our details about coaching service and I dropped hint about me as pure bottom. He picked my hint up and we proceed to meeting at my place.

He looks typically Malay, slightly shorter than me, average body with the his posture of arching back, protruding his stomach out as if he has a huge belly. We cut the chase and got down to business. I asked him to strip naked. He was very questioning - asking about whatnot to reduce the awkwardness. But I answered politely as my end goal was to suck his dick and get fucked. We made out and I sucked his 3 inches dick. After barely 5 minutes of foreplay, he nudged me for intercourse.

He is a good fucker. Though not very memorable to the point of moaning my ass out. He asked if he could record our sex - I agreed. At first, he took out his phone and readied to record, but he decided not to do it and drop his phone to the side. But he agreed to use my phone to record our intercourse.

He cum a river on my body. He washed himself while I was on my bed resting with his cum all over my body. He seems uneasy and a bit awkward. A bit unusual of him as he was quite verbally active during our sex. I washed myself after he returned. To diffuse our tension, he brought up about needing my swimming coaching service in later soon and will drop me a message. I was monotonous in answering. I planned to give him a goodbye kiss but he seems restrained. I showed him to the door and slam my door shut.

When I back in my room, I checked my phone to rewatch our sex video. Found out my gallery was opened and the video was gone. Most likely he removed it while I was washing my self. I blocked him on Grindr minutes after he left. The video was suck btw and his dick was barely seen in the video. I am glad he removed it for me.

Extra Service

Dear Zach,

It has been a while.

My time has been occupied lately with swimming coaching lesson and massage service. I have to say, I was able to live through the month last month with the wages of RM1K++ with my hard earned money from coaching lesson and massage service. It was relatively easy money.

I am always looking forward to swimming coaching lesson. Apart from being in the water feeling the cooling chlorinated water splashing against my body, I got to have some naughty session after coaching. It seems unprofessional to have sexual interaction with your clients, but who the fuck cares? As long as we both enjoy it, that is what matters. And I got paid for coaching, so having sex is just extra for my clients.

The sexual encounters mostly initiated in the shower room after the session. Part of me was horny and wanted to have some naughty sessions with my clients who happen to be malay. You probably know how the process of "shower room" fun works, gazing, stealing glance of each other bulge, pretending to ask for shampoo, ended up both lips on each other mouth and start sucking off each other. When things got heated up in the under the shower, we proceed back to his house with full course of sex.

Both of us were delighted after sex, saying "I found a good coach for myself finally" with a wink.
Well, to be honest, I post my ads on Grindr and some gay forum, so what do I expect to give in the end?

Sex after coaching happens literally on most coaches these days. How can we both resists when both of us are gay and half naked in the pool with each other?

Giving Up

Dear Zach,

I am giving my fitness career.

I have had enough of the stagnant progress in my career and all I see in my working circle is getting smaller and most of my co-workers are jumping out from this fitness career before it is too late.

I spent 10 grands in courses in the hope of getting an attractive salary package. I was dead wrong. I wasn't paid up on par of my credentials. I was paid even less than it should have been. Cut it short, I was a fool for spending so much in myself in turn I got nothing back.

People in Malaysia are mostly obese and not willing to pay for trainers to train them. Tbh, everything is on Youtube and who really needs a trainer?

I guess it is not too late to change my career.