Dear Zach,
It is too common; It is too basic to hear this 3 words 8 letters.
Slowly I've got to realize that it is not something lovely to be said by someone you care anymore.
Guys saying it when they are horny; Guys saying it when they are bored; Guys saying it when they want your attention.
As much as I wanted to retort with a savagely mean reply, I couldn't.
Because that's what I really want to hear from them. Be it they are horny or bored, I want to hear it. I want to be missed. I want to be felt important. I want to be loved. Most probably I, myself, wanting attention as much as they do.
Frustration. Given up. It's all about sex. It's never about love. It never was.
I was their sex toy. They never really missed me.
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