What Type of Men Do I Like ? (in my 30s)

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Bald Forever

Dear Zach,

It has been almost 2 years now since I decided to shave all my hair and go bald. I feel liberated with the decision I made because I have saved up a lot of costs without going to barber and buying any kind of expensive hair growth shampoo for my crown thinning hair loss. All I need, now, is a shaver and shaving cream, maintaining the clean shaven bald look for every 2 or 3 days a week.

I do look like a brand new person going bald in the beginning. It takes a lot of getting used to for people. It is as though I went through a mental breakdown and respair to a new persona. Back then, I was still pretty lean and it made my head looked small going bald. Therefore, I work extremely hard in the gym to bulk up to compensate the difference. Now, I am pretty satisfied how I look. Bald really does suit me. I no longer care about how people look at me in a way I expect them to be. I am bald and love how it make me feels. Being bald makes me look extremely heterosexual. The gays, either in the sauna or at the cruise park, are surprised by my manly "straight" outlook, who turns out to be a total bottom who love offering his white smooth juicy ass for anal penetration. The guys in the sauna love me because they hardly encounter a masculine bottom who has muscle and other bottom they meet are either skinny or fat or feminine skinny or just super fat.

Being a bottom has been decided since ages ago. But being bald and bottom has never even crossed my mind. I was even afraid going bald could lose all my sexual appeals. In fact, it didn't. It blossoms.

If you ask me, will I ever go back growing my hair if I am given a chance to go through treatment?

Probably not. I would likely go bald for as long as I live.   

It Finally Shows

Dear Zach,

"Are you headed for competition?" the cute indian guy at the Sundry shop asked while handing me the change.

I was perplexed. "Or you just enjoyed lifting weight at the gym?" He nodded at my body. The penny dropped.

"oh no. I just like lifting weight." I chuckled at his comment but deep down inside I was giddy at his indirect compliment. Especially coming from him.

I have been buying bananas and limes from this Sundry shop since forever. This cute indian helper always at the till and love giving me a few cents off from the bill. He has been seeing my physical changes over the years. For the past 6 months, I have been focusing training a little bit too much on my chest and shoulders, now it finally shows.

A random compliment from a cute stranger to my progress does make my day! 

I needed the poundage

Dear Zach,

TIF texted me out of the blue in Tuesday morning telling me he was back in the area from Penang for a day. I told him we were meeting at night 10.30pm.

He has gotten tanner than the last time I met him in March, but still lean and tall. When we were in my room, we stripped naked and hugged for the longest time. I guess we both missed each other a bit too much.

The sex was as great as I could remember. I sprawled in four with my ass perking up and head muffled in the sheet, he did his usual best to pound away my frustration against the agency and about my salary issue. He pounded me so hard and fast against my butt cheeks I muffled my moan so hard in the sheet.

When he was about to cum, I kneeled down and sealed his dick head in my mouth, quenching my thirst, swallowing every drop of his cum essence down my throat. Tasted like cigarettes. He was surprised by my act. I told him I missed him so much that's why I drank his cum.

I really needed that poundage after having a frustrated start of the week.      

fucking luck

Dear Zach,

It is and has always been part of my DNA that the "good luck" has and never will be in my favor. Ever.

7th of the month is the payday. I am anticipating the salary deposit kachiingg sound from my phone. Somehow, it is deposited earlier than expected but I am crestfallen by looking at the amount in my bank account. I am missing huge chuck of my commission from the delivered parcel counts I did for last month.

I am totally upset and feeling like fool who get scammed by the agency for telling me that they deduct the threshold parcel count for the days I work for, the remaining left are my commission. Therefore, with the combination of the basic salary and the remaining amount of commission they left for me, all those 10k steps walking from house to house, stairs to stairs, lot to lot, underneath the hot and hazy weather, end up I barely even get RM2000. My hub leader is shocked hearing from me. Since we are under different agencies, she can't do anything about it. All she can do to help is to convert me to part-time contract, in which it could earn almost or could be more than what I earn now. Whatever it is, I agree and let her to assist me in this matter.

   

Victim or Volunteer?

Dear Zach,

Those who love watching gay porn, you must have known about Austin Wolf - the fan favorite gay porn star in the internet for his beefy physique and macho sex persona. Back in the days when I was on X, most of his sex clips kept resharing on my feeds by other users. There were plenty of his amateur (non studio produced) videos showing him getting blown in the gym sauna, fucking in the shower, or fucking in public toilet cubicle. Not gonna deny the fact that his presence oozing sex vibe to the surrounding, the gays would find it hard to resist hooking up with him knowing what he did for living.

Most of his encounters were youngster - skinny, smooth, twink. Only his studio-produced videos were with man of his size or slightly younger. But if you were to check out his home made videos, most of them were with boys barely 18. There were videos of him like force-shoving his dick down this teenage kid's throat in the garage, fucking him while the phone was put afar at the side recording the whole scene. 

Guess what? Most of these younglings enjoyed being bred by him as much as the man himself doing the deed on them. You can tell obviously they were more than willing to throw themselves to him rather than being the victim themselves. There was a video, I particularly remember because, where the twink bottom was literally sprawling offering his ass up and smiling with satisfaction while the man himself pounding raw behind him with cameras recording situated in four different angles, and one camera strapped on his forehead as first person view. "Mannn, this guy takes home-made video very seriously." I thought.

Last year, he was sentenced to jail for you-know-what. Interestingly, if these younglings agreed and willing to offer themselves to him, in this case, shouldn't the younglings should get jailed too?

Personally, I never find him remotely attractive. I am more interested as to why the same law doesn't apply to the youngsters who did the deed with him.