My Last Time Going to Otot2

Dear Zach,

Just when I thought I could get laid in the infamous Otot2 sauna, things couldn't have gotten any bad than it could. Probably I went on one of the weekdays, hence the disappointment rendered me to draw my final straw of going to this place.

I arrived at the place at 7.30 pm. Paid my entry and undress in the locker room and went to shower. The crowd was significantly lesser than it normally would. I walked around, enjoyed the immense heat in dry and wet sauna, and dipped myself in the hot spring for recovery. Around 8.30pm, I tried looking around for men. To my disappointment, most of the men were either out of shape, old, fat, and way too skinny to my liking. There were 2 good-looking chinese guys so far hanging around - I can tell they do workout a lot. And they were such a huge catch amongst the men. I felt like one of them was into me. I couldn't tell. Because I was certainly not into them.

There were so many malays around as usual. And I have zero interest in any of them nor they in me. Ever since I have been bulking up, my sexual appeal has been declining. I've got lesser touches from men in sauna. I am not complaining because this is the choice I made when I decided to gain size for my body. I guess gay men would still very much prefer men in their lean and toned physique.

It was close to 9.30pm. I've got no action with any man. There was no single brown man in sight. I've seen more attractive men in Chakran than in here. I was so disappointed. Somehow, there were a few guys blew me. And most of these guys are bottoms. So many bottoms but where is the tops? Probably there would be more attractive men in sight if I come on the weekend. But since the place was infested with mostly malay and bottoms, this would be my last time being here. To be honest, I never had a good time here ever.