Dear Zach,
I invited this Sarawakian guy over to my place after my parents were out for medical checkup. I was going through Grindr and my fuck buddy list, contemplating which one should be able to come over at the bright day of 11 am. After several messages exchanged, most of them were at work.
So happened this guy with an avatar pic in Grindr hit me up about swimming classes and stuff. Checked our previous conversation, I ignored his several attempts of pleasantries. We exchanged our details about coaching service and I dropped hint about me as pure bottom. He picked my hint up and we proceed to meeting at my place.
He looks typically Malay, slightly shorter than me, average body with the his posture of arching back, protruding his stomach out as if he has a huge belly. We cut the chase and got down to business. I asked him to strip naked. He was very questioning - asking about whatnot to reduce the awkwardness. But I answered politely as my end goal was to suck his dick and get fucked. We made out and I sucked his 3 inches dick. After barely 5 minutes of foreplay, he nudged me for intercourse.
He is a good fucker. Though not very memorable to the point of moaning my ass out. He asked if he could record our sex - I agreed. At first, he took out his phone and readied to record, but he decided not to do it and drop his phone to the side. But he agreed to use my phone to record our intercourse.
He cum a river on my body. He washed himself while I was on my bed resting with his cum all over my body. He seems uneasy and a bit awkward. A bit unusual of him as he was quite verbally active during our sex. I washed myself after he returned. To diffuse our tension, he brought up about needing my swimming coaching service in later soon and will drop me a message. I was monotonous in answering. I planned to give him a goodbye kiss but he seems restrained. I showed him to the door and slam my door shut.
When I back in my room, I checked my phone to rewatch our sex video. Found out my gallery was opened and the video was gone. Most likely he removed it while I was washing my self. I blocked him on Grindr minutes after he left. The video was suck btw and his dick was barely seen in the video. I am glad he removed it for me.
Monday, August 13, 2018
Thursday, July 26, 2018
Extra Service
Dear Zach,
It has been a while.
My time has been occupied lately with swimming coaching lesson and massage service. I have to say, I was able to live through the month last month with the wages of RM1K++ with my hard earned money from coaching lesson and massage service. It was relatively easy money.
I am always looking forward to swimming coaching lesson. Apart from being in the water feeling the cooling chlorinated water splashing against my body, I got to have some naughty session after coaching. It seems unprofessional to have sexual interaction with your clients, but who the fuck cares? As long as we both enjoy it, that is what matters. And I got paid for coaching, so having sex is just extra for my clients.
The sexual encounters mostly initiated in the shower room after the session. Part of me was horny and wanted to have some naughty sessions with my clients who happen to be malay. You probably know how the process of "shower room" fun works, gazing, stealing glance of each other bulge, pretending to ask for shampoo, ended up both lips on each other mouth and start sucking off each other. When things got heated up in the under the shower, we proceed back to his house with full course of sex.
Both of us were delighted after sex, saying "I found a good coach for myself finally" with a wink.
Well, to be honest, I post my ads on Grindr and some gay forum, so what do I expect to give in the end?
Sex after coaching happens literally on most coaches these days. How can we both resists when both of us are gay and half naked in the pool with each other?
It has been a while.
My time has been occupied lately with swimming coaching lesson and massage service. I have to say, I was able to live through the month last month with the wages of RM1K++ with my hard earned money from coaching lesson and massage service. It was relatively easy money.
I am always looking forward to swimming coaching lesson. Apart from being in the water feeling the cooling chlorinated water splashing against my body, I got to have some naughty session after coaching. It seems unprofessional to have sexual interaction with your clients, but who the fuck cares? As long as we both enjoy it, that is what matters. And I got paid for coaching, so having sex is just extra for my clients.
The sexual encounters mostly initiated in the shower room after the session. Part of me was horny and wanted to have some naughty sessions with my clients who happen to be malay. You probably know how the process of "shower room" fun works, gazing, stealing glance of each other bulge, pretending to ask for shampoo, ended up both lips on each other mouth and start sucking off each other. When things got heated up in the under the shower, we proceed back to his house with full course of sex.
Both of us were delighted after sex, saying "I found a good coach for myself finally" with a wink.
Well, to be honest, I post my ads on Grindr and some gay forum, so what do I expect to give in the end?
Sex after coaching happens literally on most coaches these days. How can we both resists when both of us are gay and half naked in the pool with each other?
Saturday, July 14, 2018
Giving Up
Dear Zach,
I am giving my fitness career.
I have had enough of the stagnant progress in my career and all I see in my working circle is getting smaller and most of my co-workers are jumping out from this fitness career before it is too late.
I spent 10 grands in courses in the hope of getting an attractive salary package. I was dead wrong. I wasn't paid up on par of my credentials. I was paid even less than it should have been. Cut it short, I was a fool for spending so much in myself in turn I got nothing back.
People in Malaysia are mostly obese and not willing to pay for trainers to train them. Tbh, everything is on Youtube and who really needs a trainer?
I guess it is not too late to change my career.
I am giving my fitness career.
I have had enough of the stagnant progress in my career and all I see in my working circle is getting smaller and most of my co-workers are jumping out from this fitness career before it is too late.
I spent 10 grands in courses in the hope of getting an attractive salary package. I was dead wrong. I wasn't paid up on par of my credentials. I was paid even less than it should have been. Cut it short, I was a fool for spending so much in myself in turn I got nothing back.
People in Malaysia are mostly obese and not willing to pay for trainers to train them. Tbh, everything is on Youtube and who really needs a trainer?
I guess it is not too late to change my career.
Friday, July 13, 2018
Lost
Dear Zach,
I have been jobless for a month now. Apart from doing outcall massage and swimming coaching for active income, I have no channel else to generate anymore income.
I have looked through Youtube for ideas on how to create my own startup business. I did a small crafting on my own; Turned out it was a mess. I was fascinated by apparel business; everyone is doing it now and it would render me competitively disadvantage. I searched over the internet for ideas. It just didn't occur to me.
Since I am jobless and financially tight, I spent my time at home only.
It probably gonna be a long months to come.
I have been jobless for a month now. Apart from doing outcall massage and swimming coaching for active income, I have no channel else to generate anymore income.
I have looked through Youtube for ideas on how to create my own startup business. I did a small crafting on my own; Turned out it was a mess. I was fascinated by apparel business; everyone is doing it now and it would render me competitively disadvantage. I searched over the internet for ideas. It just didn't occur to me.
Since I am jobless and financially tight, I spent my time at home only.
It probably gonna be a long months to come.
Saturday, June 30, 2018
Massage and Sex
Dear Zach,
He has been messaging me through instagram for quite some time, asking about training and stuff. At first, I was reluctant.
But as time went by, we chatted and both of us shown a bit of interest in each other.
He is typical malay with the typical look. Which I fancy a lot.
Recently, he sort of bugging me again. This time I tried my luck telling him that I was doing outcall massage service. He showed sign of interest.
We decided to meet in a hotel I previous did massage for. He came and picked me up.
He looks surprisingly smart in real person.
When we settled in the hotel, we both stripped naked. Him laying on the bed on his stomach.
His skin is smooth which i fancy a lot. Typical brown malay skin tone.
I was constantly hard-on when I massaged his body. Of course, his hands was constantly playing with my anus.
When we done with the massage, I made a move by sucking his 5 inches dick. Wet and slippery.
He slowly moved to passionate make out, and intense rimming.
I can't recall when was the last I got rimmed so good. He is a natural good rimmer and I enjoyed it getting rimmed so much.
He fucked me so bad. Probably that's what he wanting to do so long since we made exchange in Instagram. And I told him to go harder.
We both cummed together. He said if he want to have massage again, he will definitely find me.
He has been messaging me through instagram for quite some time, asking about training and stuff. At first, I was reluctant.
But as time went by, we chatted and both of us shown a bit of interest in each other.
He is typical malay with the typical look. Which I fancy a lot.
Recently, he sort of bugging me again. This time I tried my luck telling him that I was doing outcall massage service. He showed sign of interest.
We decided to meet in a hotel I previous did massage for. He came and picked me up.
He looks surprisingly smart in real person.
When we settled in the hotel, we both stripped naked. Him laying on the bed on his stomach.
His skin is smooth which i fancy a lot. Typical brown malay skin tone.
I was constantly hard-on when I massaged his body. Of course, his hands was constantly playing with my anus.
When we done with the massage, I made a move by sucking his 5 inches dick. Wet and slippery.
He slowly moved to passionate make out, and intense rimming.
I can't recall when was the last I got rimmed so good. He is a natural good rimmer and I enjoyed it getting rimmed so much.
He fucked me so bad. Probably that's what he wanting to do so long since we made exchange in Instagram. And I told him to go harder.
We both cummed together. He said if he want to have massage again, he will definitely find me.
Wednesday, June 20, 2018
My First Experience As A Massage Boy
Dear Zach,
It was called a low class job but I did it regardless. It was a rather quick money to get.
I posted an ad of myself on forum. The next day I was asked if I ever offered outcall massage.
I debated whether I should ignore him. Being jobless and aimless for my life now, I decided to reply with my offer.
He gladly accepted it and we met in a hotel. Truthfully, I wasn't nervous at all. Mainly because I need money.
I was greeted with a knock moment later from a 40 year old ish Indian man. We settled down ourselves with small talk.
Moment later, we were butt-naked and he settled himself on his stomach on the bed. Slowly, I showcased my massage skill that I learnt from the Youtube 2 hours ago.
Thank God, he preferred gentle massage. So I didn't have to really apply too much pressure.
I spent good ol' 50 minutes massaging him and being molested. And he was nice.
His dick is typically uncut. Which mean you couldn't pull the foreskin down. I tried to pull down, but it seemed "glued" inside. Kinda disgusting but I got over it.
I jerked him off and got it done.
And I was paid as according to the deal we made.
I accepted it without any sense of shame or regret.
Funnily, I am satisfied with myself for making my first earning by myself.
It was called a low class job but I did it regardless. It was a rather quick money to get.
I posted an ad of myself on forum. The next day I was asked if I ever offered outcall massage.
I debated whether I should ignore him. Being jobless and aimless for my life now, I decided to reply with my offer.
He gladly accepted it and we met in a hotel. Truthfully, I wasn't nervous at all. Mainly because I need money.
I was greeted with a knock moment later from a 40 year old ish Indian man. We settled down ourselves with small talk.
Moment later, we were butt-naked and he settled himself on his stomach on the bed. Slowly, I showcased my massage skill that I learnt from the Youtube 2 hours ago.
Thank God, he preferred gentle massage. So I didn't have to really apply too much pressure.
I spent good ol' 50 minutes massaging him and being molested. And he was nice.
His dick is typically uncut. Which mean you couldn't pull the foreskin down. I tried to pull down, but it seemed "glued" inside. Kinda disgusting but I got over it.
I jerked him off and got it done.
And I was paid as according to the deal we made.
I accepted it without any sense of shame or regret.
Funnily, I am satisfied with myself for making my first earning by myself.
Wednesday, May 23, 2018
Jobless Syndrome
Dear Zach,
I am, again, finding myself falling into one of these jobless syndrome.
What does it actually mean? It is when you are jobless and having nothing else to do besides being jobless; upset because you are not working; thinking about what went wrong; complaining to the air that life treated me unfair all the time; complaining to the air that people at the old workplace sucks and they are so low level thinking that I was better than them; irritated easily over small issue; thinking about my validation instead of my qualification; emotional at night thinking about being jobless all over again; cry.
I am soon to be jobless actually. I don't know whether I should be crying or laughing. What have I done to my previous life?
Knowing that I will be jobless soon. I am bringing my scowl face all the time to workplace. People start keeping me a distance which I don't actually care. I feel like they are ganging up against me. I feel like the world is against me. Period.
I don't know what else I should do next anymore. Probably be a male escort?
I am, again, finding myself falling into one of these jobless syndrome.
What does it actually mean? It is when you are jobless and having nothing else to do besides being jobless; upset because you are not working; thinking about what went wrong; complaining to the air that life treated me unfair all the time; complaining to the air that people at the old workplace sucks and they are so low level thinking that I was better than them; irritated easily over small issue; thinking about my validation instead of my qualification; emotional at night thinking about being jobless all over again; cry.
I am soon to be jobless actually. I don't know whether I should be crying or laughing. What have I done to my previous life?
Knowing that I will be jobless soon. I am bringing my scowl face all the time to workplace. People start keeping me a distance which I don't actually care. I feel like they are ganging up against me. I feel like the world is against me. Period.
I don't know what else I should do next anymore. Probably be a male escort?
Tuesday, May 22, 2018
Passive Sex Is A No No
Dear Zach,
This malay lad has been knocking on my grindr inbox for quite sometimes. He was either staying in a hotel where it is too far away or a place where the traffic is forever congested. I declined travelling to his place.
Last Saturday, he messaged me again.
"Getting anyone to fuck you today?", he wrote.
"Ya." I said.
He was willing to travel to my place nearby and get a hotel room for 2 hour sex. I agreed then we met at night. I suggested the hotel which is very nearby to my home and it costs RM30 for 2 hours. He didn't mind paying since he can claim back.
I met him in the room and he looked typical Malay - slim, brown, and average height. Before I could even settle down he made a move from my back and started caressing my chest underneath my shirt. And his 6 inches dick got hard instantly. He proudly grabbed his junk with his pants on showing me how huge his dick is. I tasted bigger than that honestly. I didn't say it out.
We removed our shirt and started making out fiercely. I sucked him ferociously because it tasted great. He seems so proud of his junk and laid against the wall looking at me dominantly. I hated that look.
He even asked me to roll the condom on him. And pretty much you can imagine the whole sex. He was being quite passive. Me basically spending all the time sitting on him humping on his dick. I didn't like it even though it fits my ass perfectly. He loved it how I humped his dick hard when there were people walking by outside our room. I purposely did that. "Shhhhh. Calm down! They could hear." I can see that he enjoyed when I did that - telling the world we are having gay sex.
We did doggy. Missionary. He stopped half way because his dick couldn't get hard enough. Quite disappointing. In the end, we didn't cum. I didn't plan to cum for him. So we laid on bed, briefly getting to know each other. Though I don't pretty much like him. I was kinda being straighforward to everything he asked. I didn't care if he likes it.
In the end, we made out again in the room when we about to leave. Both of us got hard again, him wanting to fuck me again. The thought was tempting. But I didn't want to have a passive sex again. So i bend over and gave one final deep suck on his dick and I said "next time".
This malay lad has been knocking on my grindr inbox for quite sometimes. He was either staying in a hotel where it is too far away or a place where the traffic is forever congested. I declined travelling to his place.
Last Saturday, he messaged me again.
"Getting anyone to fuck you today?", he wrote.
"Ya." I said.
He was willing to travel to my place nearby and get a hotel room for 2 hour sex. I agreed then we met at night. I suggested the hotel which is very nearby to my home and it costs RM30 for 2 hours. He didn't mind paying since he can claim back.
I met him in the room and he looked typical Malay - slim, brown, and average height. Before I could even settle down he made a move from my back and started caressing my chest underneath my shirt. And his 6 inches dick got hard instantly. He proudly grabbed his junk with his pants on showing me how huge his dick is. I tasted bigger than that honestly. I didn't say it out.
We removed our shirt and started making out fiercely. I sucked him ferociously because it tasted great. He seems so proud of his junk and laid against the wall looking at me dominantly. I hated that look.
He even asked me to roll the condom on him. And pretty much you can imagine the whole sex. He was being quite passive. Me basically spending all the time sitting on him humping on his dick. I didn't like it even though it fits my ass perfectly. He loved it how I humped his dick hard when there were people walking by outside our room. I purposely did that. "Shhhhh. Calm down! They could hear." I can see that he enjoyed when I did that - telling the world we are having gay sex.
We did doggy. Missionary. He stopped half way because his dick couldn't get hard enough. Quite disappointing. In the end, we didn't cum. I didn't plan to cum for him. So we laid on bed, briefly getting to know each other. Though I don't pretty much like him. I was kinda being straighforward to everything he asked. I didn't care if he likes it.
In the end, we made out again in the room when we about to leave. Both of us got hard again, him wanting to fuck me again. The thought was tempting. But I didn't want to have a passive sex again. So i bend over and gave one final deep suck on his dick and I said "next time".
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