He Wears It

Dear Zach,

The pakis guy in the previous post was texting me non-stop for the past 2 weeks. I couldn't host as my brother has been staying at home for the last 2 weeks. But my effort of not replying him seem to be encouraging him to text me incessantly. I really applaud these pakistanis mens' persistent effort of not giving up in texting when comes to booty call. It shows that they do care for you a lot ... ... so that they won't lose a hard-finding chinese bottom who can host or meet their sexual needs.

Last night, I was horny and craving for his dick. I replied to his text and agreed to meet at my place at 1030pm. I fetched him to my place while we were on the way back to my place, he asked me if I have a condom. I was pleasantly surprised. I asked him why you need one.

"safety.." he said sheepishly.

I am glad he requested to have safe sex.

When we were in my room, we both stripped naked. He crossed his arms from my back and hugged me tightly. Our skins were so warm for each other. He sniffed my shoulders across my neck to meet my lips. I turned and faced him, playfully caressed his hairy chest, I moved in and kissed him softly. Our lips were stacking on each other urgently and hungrily. We were making out romantically.

He was fully rock hard at 7 inches. I kind of expecting his request of having safe sex was just a bluff. But he ushered me to the piece of condom lying on the table. I was more than happy to put it on him. He was rock hard with a rubber on it - a great sign.

The sex lasted surprisingly longer than usual. We managed to try different positions that we both find comfortable. It wasn't just fuck; We made love. It was slow and sensual - him enjoying the view of my missionary pose with both of my thick thighs up on air while me enjoying the view of his hairy torso and lustful pleasure while he was inside of me. I can tell he loves my ass a lot as he playfully slap it when he entered me from the back. It is juicy and firm.

Once we were finished, he said that he can fuck longer with a condom on. Without a condom, he came way too fast.

"Well, then, I will stock up a lot of condom for you so that you can fuck me more often." I teased him playfully.

         

Pakis's way of like

Dear Zach,

Two weeks ago, when my dad was away for a trip, I've had the whole house for myself. I invited this Pakistanis guy from grindr over to my place that night. He has no transport and stays relatively near to my house, I made the effort to fetch him to my home. With Pakistanis man, I would have expected the time duration of the sex would be less than 10 minutes - they always cum way too fast the moment they put their dick inside of me.

He is tall, dark, and masculine. In fact, every pakistanis man I have ever met is masculine and that is what I love about hooking up with them. With a bit of unshaven beard and goatee, he greeted me in my car with deep voice. I brought him back to my home. He complimented that I have a nice house. Since it is dark at night, no neighbor next to my both side would notice him.

We stripped naked as soon as we were in my room. With the subtle hairs across of his front torso, I took a deep sniff of his hairy chest and the musky body odor hit my olfaction. When our faces closed to each other, I was surprised by his impromptu kiss on my lips. Fun fact: majority of the pakistanis would never kiss or suck or rim or does nipple play - surprisingly this pakis man kissed me with full passion. He tasted like cigarettes. Soon after, I kneel down and took his 7 inches in my mouth. We kissed and cuddled for a while before he fucked me.

He told me his last sex was with an indonesian lady. It was just sex but nothing permanent at the moment. I asked if he wears a condom. He was okay with it or don't. But when we came to doing the real thing, he refused wearing one. I was glad I was on PreP the day before. So we did it raw. The sex didn't last very long but it was enough for me to let a Pakis man to unload inside of me - it is my fetish having them to raw fuck and cum inside of me.

Once we were finished, he was trying his luck asking me for some money. My attitude changed in 360. I firmly told him "no". One bad habit of them they tend to ask for money in return. They would give all sort of excuses just for a short change. But my response has always been firm and cold. He seemed to get the point in my response. He didn't query much further.

When on the way sending him back, he told me he fucked an indian guy few months ago and he gave him RM200. I said that I won't give and never will. He only did it because the guy isn't chinese and he loves chinese guy, therefore, he will fuck me for free.

Oh whyyyyy.. how generous of him to do that. In fact, I shall charge him for fucking me instead!

I would like to continue this sex thing going with him. Or sticking to only him when having bareback sex. But what worry me is his HIV status. You would think these labor workers are not sexually active. You are dead wrong in this - they have their way of finding guy/woman for sex. And they wouldn't use a condom neither. They usually have nothing else to do except working for 12 hours a day. Hence, sex is always in their mind. I want to skip taking my on-demand PreP so that I can have unplanned sex with him at late night. Also, I am afraid in future he would start asking me for money again. 

What is your take in them? As much sex craze as they are, they hardly have sex to be honest. One of the main factor is that they can't host and very discreet. 

Jail For Being Gay

Dear Zach,

There are news about the government plan to review existing legal provisions on the enforcement of deviant activities such as "unnatural sex" or plainly known as "gay sex" following the high profile raid on last Friday. The released of the detainees were due to the lack of evidence and legal ground for remand. Based on the current law, it is illegal to have gay sex but only it is illegal when it is caught in act or either of the party claim to be victim. Although it is illegal, the current law is too ambiguous to able to charge someone for it. In other word, there is no right law for now.

Some government personnel who got detained during the raid were removed from job. It is no surprise they did it in swift action to "punish" for involving in such scandal. Literally every homophobes in the internet trying to place their insult in every way they could. I have read a story about one of the detainees who get humiliated in the interrogation room for asking him to fake "moaning", describing the way they were treated in disgust, and given only small piece of bread and water in the lockup cell.

I am afraid for myself - afraid that we will soon become criminal for just being gay. What if gay sex is no longer a normal sex and will become the only reason you get jailed for doing what you love in your own private time? Tbh, I am not sure if I want to have sex in a cheap motel anymore.    

90kg

Dear Zach,

I have finally reached 90kg on Saturday! All those constant food stuffing and hardwork in gym have finally paid off. It is exactly 10 months of bulking process. Going from 69kg to 90kg is not as easy task as just eating MORE food - it requires structured food plan with adequate amount of macronutrients as you grow in size. Here's the summary of my bulking process:

•  my calories intake went from 2000kcal to 3200kcal in a gradual state of increment.
• gym 6 days a week. Cardio at least 3 times a week after weight training.
• Sleep by 11pm most of the time.
• My meal consists of eggs, oat, rice, and chicken. Also an add-on mass gainer protein shake in between.
• The fruits I ate usually banana, orange, and lemon.
• Since I omitted veggies in my meals, I substituted it with drinking psylium husk fiber at night before bed.
• I have cheat meals on the weekend.
• On Sunday, I would let my gut rest from constant loading of food. I eat only when I feel hungry.

And that's about it. I compare picture of me "before & after" and it shows a drastic difference. I do look big but I am still unsatisfied with the growth of my chest and arms. Somehow, my ass has grown the most, and that I am very proud of.

My next move will be the maintenance of my current weight for this month. Let's see how it goes then by the end of this month. New year new fitness goal perhaps.

Bailed

Dear Zach,

I was feeling quite anxious yesterday about the raiding news happened on Friday night. The public humiliation of the media coverage has gone through the roof with vile comments. Funny how these people are shocked about the existence of men-only sauna for gay men. How do they expect us to meet gay men in public then? It is no surprise that the hardcore religious people are so disturbed by such news, they start to blame the gay people for the natural disaster happening in our country. "Homosexual is a sin. They have sinned, but we suffer." Little did they know that some of the detainees are highly educated and professional in medical field - one of them is a surgeon and specialist doctor in our local hospital. As much as I hope this country moving forward, this high profile raid has literally set us back many years.

I have been following the current news about the raid -170 local men were released today as all of them admitted that they were no victims of anyone in the premise. Another 30 men were foreigners that were still remanded for 2 days. But the case is now closed.

Meanwhile, there is another gay sauna in another state was also raided last night - only 11 men were arrested and will be remanded for 6 days.

Today I tried checking Kakiku on Google - another popular sauna in town after otot2 - and it stated closed for business temporarily since yesterday. It doesn't take a genius to know that it will likely be the next target for raid.

   

Raid

Dear Zach,

I wanted to write something else personal but the news about police raiding in Otot2 is all over the place in FB.

I am genuinely shocked when the news are plastered all over my FB news. Literally every news platform is all about it and making it to be the top headline of every news.

The raid happened last night Friday at 8 pm - the peak hour where most gays were arriving and enjoying good time. There were total 201 men arrested within the premise. Based on the short clips and pictures on news, most men were all covered with tower waist down during the raid. I also see some familiar faces in the short clips. 

I have always thought otot2 has been a safe spot for gay men since it has been operating for decades. Although there were a raid for few times over the years, but it has never made it to the news headline like this.

I am fortunate to make the decision that I stop going to otot2 last month. That being said, it doesn't mean other gay sauna in town is safe, in fact, they are more likely targeted next for the next sting operation.

I guess going to sauna for me is no longer an option anymore. 

CreamPie

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Tanned

Dear Zach,

There was this new guy from my gym recently who caught my attention due to his extremely tanned skin complexion. He has this muscular built that fits right to his body frame - strong arms with tattoo and well-built lower body. He always wears oversized shirt to cover up his already sizable body frame. I am fairly certain I am slightly taller than him. Occasionally, he would wipe his sweat off his face with the bottom edge of his shirt, giving me a sneak peek of his abdominal muscle which is fairly lean but not too shredded. His tanned skin complexion is the cherry on the top. His physique certainly compensates his lack of good-look of his appearance. All in all, he is an attractive man that stood out in the gym.

I wonder how he get so tan to the point where it gets close to dark brown color. He is not dark but not too brown either. I was told that steroid or PED injections can cause darkening of the skin color. Sun tanning could also be a factor in contributing darkening of the skin.

I used to love sun tanning by the swimming pool. The after tan effect was invigorating. But I always have bad breakout afterward. As skin cancer (melanoma) diagnosis has been drastically increased over the years, it is no longer advisable to get your skin burnt for all the wrong reason.

I just finished watching "The Big C" in Netflix. It is about a woman, who diagnosed with 4th stage melanoma, trying to live her life to the fullest while searching for cure for her cancer. Somehow I can relate to her in the end of her deathbed. The scene where she was bedridden with pains and confusion was exactly how my late mum dealt with. Overall, it was such a heartwarming series.