Email Changed!

Dear Zach,

My previous email was used for almost 8 years since and recently I found that it's quite a mess when your discreet blog email is using the same one with your personal one. I have 5 emails now and it's quite a hassle to manage one by one. Because of that I decided to remove the old one and using dearzachblog@gmail.com as the primary contact.

Well, a change have to come. That old previous email has been abused with many dirty stuff I did over the past years. lol.

I have a lot of thing to share. I don't know where to start. There were times I planned to close this blog. But thinking it has been here for its existence for many people out there, I decided to leave it here.

To be honest, not much people read blogs these days. I doubt only a handful of reader out there. People would rather have a picture to follow than reading boring words on site to understand.

And thanks to those who email me whether i am still alive. I still am. I still having sex.

25

Dear Zach,

After living 25 years as human being, I've got to know that people are scary as fuck. People are culprit of hatred and disappointment. I don't have to live 50 years to realize that.

Turning 25 is nothing new to me except the fact that I was another year older with the prospect of losing my job yet again. Right after my birthday the next day, I dove into a heated argument with my superior about my remuneration. When comes to this sensitive issue, I have no tolerance to anyone albeit he's my boss. I worked hard for this new workplace although I was paid lesser than my previous workplace did. I did not complain. I was told that my special allowance was subject to change under management discretion. For fuck sake, I wasn't told a thing about this before I signed. Accusation thrown across the room between the two of us. I was so upset and disappointed. I was already paid less, am I that undervalued for my skills and qualification?

This was the second time I've been through such situation in my previous workplace. I am in despair. 

I am planning to quit working under people and work for my own. I am sick of these conflict of interest bullshit. I have nothing to lose but my own integrity.

25 is probably another worst year yet. 

Sex In The Office

Dear Zach,

My fantasy of having sex in the office has come true.

Our sexual tension have been brimming up since we chatted over Grindr for few days. I didn't expect he was one of the close friend of my superior. He is stocky, has some belly fat, and cute like a bear. He showed me his 5.5 inches dick in Grindr which is enticing.

That night, my manager did not come in to the office, in which he knew it before me. He purposely hinting about coming to meet me in the office in Grindr. I was all alone in the office. Later, the door swung by and there he was. I knew he would come. I acted surprised.

We chatted a little. And he locked all the doors of the office. And I slowly moved toward him and sat on his lap. We started making out passionately. Our hands were all over each other and he slipped his both hands down the back of my ass and held it firmly. It was like those office sex affair you would see in the movie. I was so excited and nervous at the same time.

We proceed our making out session to a darker room, I sat on the cabinet and he started licking all over my body. We fucked from one corner of the desk to the floor to the toilet to another office room to the floor. Our session lasted almost 2 hours plus rest in between. He cum a huge load on my body. 

I washed myself off and we left the office separately. It was great experience but I will never do that again. 

Semiannual STD/HIV check-up

Dear Zach,

I got my results yesterday after I went for blood test on Wednesday.

And I am grateful that my result is clean.

It's getting more and more expensive the checkup these days. It costed me RM240.

Though as I should be aware, things are never cheap these days.

xx

I'm Not Dead

Dear Zach,

It has been a month since I last blogged about my sexcapes and that experience was dated back last year. I would say my current shift to my new job environment was nothing new to me anymore. I have come to realization and terms that job hopping was part of my life experience that I would have to go through. Or ,shall I put this way, I would definitely job-hop in every fucking year. And I adapted to such situation with trying-to-be positive. Though, as time went by, I am numbed to it - I just needed a job to live. I've grown to become a realist. I'm too real people start to wonder if I am being sarcastic. Being in midst 20, I have no tolerance to bullshit and stupidity. I speak what my mind says it's real and truthful.

My list of regular sex partners for last year are turning the new page. Months of not meeting up has lead to halt of regular contact. which I don't bother much. Much to my surprise, I moved on pretty quickly with new supply of dick from Grindr and Hornet. I got bored easily with a same guy I had sex with 3 times. As you can see from my list, I don't stick to one guy. Since I am back on Instagram, my inbox is constantly with new messages of hooking up. I really don't buy the notion of sticking to one partner rules. ( that will be discussed more about it in next post). I've fucked with guys with partners and wife. To me, I am more than fine with it because it is not my fault for not knowing beforehand.

My sex life is not going great. Since I started this new job, my working hour is extra long. I wish I could just get a rich daddy and quit working for life.  

The Untold Story: Sex With Security Guard

Dear Zach,

It was middle of last year (I wasn't sure), this guy from hornet hit me up as he was staying nearby. We chatted for a while with "malay" dialect on message box. He told me he was available at his place from 10 pm til next morning 5 am. So I met him at 11 pm. Initially, I thought he was staying somewhere near the factory area. As I drove through that area, I realized that no one would actually stays here unless you are patron. Turned out, I was right. The guy opened the door for me when I arrived. He was wearing his patron uniform. I was really surprised and the thought of having sex in the factory with a security guard has turned me on so much. 

He spoke with me in Indonesian dialect when we settled down in his small security room - it was made of wood, enough for max 2 persons. The window was quite high above the waist line, so when we sat on the wooden floor, no one would actually saw us from the outside except the light flickering slightly above. And he was a heavy smoker. Minutes had passed. We slowly moved into making out, the heavy scent of cigarettes turned me on even more, we stripped each other naked, though he has a small belly, and a tattoo on his right arm, overall, he was quite solid from the day of labor works. I bend over and suck his rock hard 6 inches dick. The setting was quite uncomfortable because we both avoid standing up too obvious butt-naked through the window. 

Boy, he can fuck. Indo guy is seriously good in sex. Probably the limited choices around and constantly being looked down for low class status, they tend to get lesser sex than the normal people. He fucked me hard and fast I was suppressing myself from moaning too loud. Once we had cum, his dick was still rock hard. I asked if he still want to fuck. He said yes. As we ran out of condom, I decided to suck him. But he took too long to cum. So I told me fuck me again next time. 

This was my first time having sex with a security guard. 

Unprecedented Good Sex

Dear Zach,

It's been a week since I last had sex. I wasn't in the sex mood for hookup due to my job issue. Last night, I log on my Grindr when I backed home from work. There was this malay guy I have been planning up to meet since the beginning of the year. There was always something came up whenever we planned to meet. Just so when I log on my Grindr, I got his message 2 minutes ago and he was relatively near to my place. I invited him over. 

He looks alright. Typical malay look but he's friendly. Minute after we settled down on bed, we started making out. He's such a great kisser. He brought my legs over and started rimming my anus for good ol' 20 minutes in total. He loved rimming so much I swear his tongue is magic. And his 6 inches thick dick fit well in my mouth. Our foreplay last for 30 minutes alone. 

In the middle of fucking me, his phone started to vibrate and he had to answer the call. I moved toward him and started teasing his nipple while he was talking to the phone. He was basically absentmindedly listening to the phone speaking, so I sealed my lips with his. We started making out intensely while his phone is still attached to his ear. It was so hot. It was like some sex scene from a movie whereby a hooker making out with a married man while talking to his wife over the phone. He positioned himself and fucked me from my back while his phone was still attached to his ear. 

"yeah... ... I .. understand." Talking down to his phone while undulating his hip against my ass. 

"fuck.." He mumbled softly. I hoped the guy over the phone didn't hear it. 

In the end, we recorded down our dick playing and cumshot. Jeez, he cum a river on my body and I felt like I wanna drink it all. 

The video was 6 minutes long. It was fucking hot.  

Losing Job

Dear Zach,

I'm on the verge of losing my job. Again. I was given heads up about it. By end of this month, I could be very likely to tender my resignation for my own good.

I am not in the mood of having sex lately due to this matter and constant diarrhea for past 1 week.

xx