Home To Myself

Dear Zach,

My dad will be going to Europe trip for 3 weeks, but, prior to this trip, he will drop by Singapore to visit my brother and his family, mainly just to visit the grandkids.

Since I have the whole house for myself, it is ideal for me to host for sex. I could have pre-invited Ben - my no.1 top - so that he could make some time in advance just to meet at my place for sex. But our last text exchange was 30th of March, which was 2 months ago when I tried inviting him over to my place as my dad was on a short trip to Melaka, he said he would be in other state that time. How convenient. I gave him time to text me again to see if he was still keen on meeting me over the next two months. Two months passed, apparently he wasn't. I am not surprised - our sex arrangement have since been changed such as our timing for meetup were never be able to be compromised, our last sex was fully protected as opposed to bareback sex in which he prefers, and he has a girlfriend now. I wanted to shoot him a text but I have the strong premonition that he would give an excuse to turn down the meetup. He is always unavailable whenever I tried texting him first. 

There is this another top who has been texting me for meetup over the past few months. Our sex used to be great. But it becomes a bore eventually. And his dick isn't my ideal type.

Or I could invite this Pakistanis top I have been meeting quite frequently these days. We have been meeting at noon lunch time that suits his time. We always have sex at his place before we go to work in our separate ways. Not sure if he is available to meet at night. I can try.

With grindr being out of option, I have no one else to booty call. This feels like back to my early 20s where I relied on craigslist or planetromeo web to search for random hookup.

I could go to Chakran sauna. Probably I would.