Yesterday when I was having sex with the regular top, in middle of the sex, I told him to use his phone to record us from top view while doing doggy. I wanted to see how much my ass has grown from the eyes of top's perspective whether it is becoming a solidified gay pornstar ass. After months of heavy thrusting and kickbacking in the gym with glute-focused exercise regime, I was dying to know.
He did what I told, started fucking me from the back, one hand on the side of my hip, another hand with his phone recording from the top while I was trying to arch my back, and faced down in the duvet - a classic sex scene when doing a home produced porn. After a few minutes, he showed me the outcome while still riding me from the back. I was crestfallen. After all these months of hardwork, it was complete opposite what I imagined it would be. My ass shape looked weird from the top. My lower side of my ass is way too sharp for a curve. It did not scream "juicy" from the top. Besides, my back acne scars still look prominent after numerous efforts in lightening them. His average sized dick also did not make the whole scene any better either. I felt bad for saying this but it was unappetizing.
To be fair, my ass has always been my distinct disadvantage. I even asked ChatGPT if I am ever gonna get a juicy pornstar ass. ChatGPT has been very kind and supportive in conveying encouragement to me. And it even mentioned that my ass is looking great with solid foundation, what I needed is time and patience to sculp the shape of my ass into my ideal one.
Were all our own worst critic. I'm not happy with my looks either but I'm not doing anything about it, unlike you. Keep working at it. :)
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