If I Were To Start All Over Again

 

Dear Zach,

If there was any possibility that I was given a chance to start all over again for everything has to do with my sexuality, for some people that would be a HUGE yes, but for me I would rather give up on this chance of a lifetime to continue on my winding road as I knew it. I am pretty much contented with my own whirlwind going around me and it is adventurous to be able to have been through it by myself.

I really do not want to resort to the past year figuring out who the hell I am. I am pretty sure the journey would have been similar to what I had already gone through, except the formal one was way too exciting and thrilling and sometimes I got hardon when I think of it leisurely. I made mistakes along the way; I have learnt from them. But I would never repeat the same thing ever again. Learning can never be stopped until you are dead.

I believe everyone has their own story to be told in theirs’ most comfortable way. My blog is my own comfort zone and it is the only ‘friend’ I am able to find solace. I am glad that I am able to be stronger than I thought I could be every single day.